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i cant imagine how great it would be if i could be a woman
who is mature and gorgeous kind which people see and expect from my appearance
i am trying to be but still not sure if it is going well
theres no rejection or objection received and i recognize it as a positive sign

(it seems Y's team attended an academic congress this weekend
i wonder why K's team did not so the same but anyway i'll send them my best regards from here)