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my workload is becoming heavier but i dont really have troubles
i had been afraid of for a long time.
sometimes i get confused of the countries and specification of the goods.
my boss seemed to be aware of my weakness and gives me some sort of support
when necessary (i often feel its a little bit late than i hoped)
one thing i can feel is heavier tiredness.
i dont work overtime but i feel i get more tired than before when im back home.
in my bed, however, i cant fall asleep like before. i need more time.
then i finally realise that my workload is exhausting myself.
i really understoond the meaning of "shaving off our lives" in this few years on and off duty.

it is absolutely different from a part-time work for students
as it is usually lasting for lifetime long
and i sincerely feel sorry for my parents for my incomprehension of the hardness.

im not sure if i start to have a think of working simply because i slightly harmed my health.
my assistant asked me if i lost my weight which is actually at the same level in last few months
so there might be something different from just iron deficiency. i do hope its not.