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time after time im just making sure if the relationships are really firm
i sometimes hate my doing it when i realise that theres nothing to worry about
and see people becoming irretated for my behaviour
when it comes to this sort of relationships, i mean, something based on feelings

this can be because the time i spend with them is shorter than friends from the uni
but im getting the feeling that now i can get rid of all those fears towards "them"
they are always there without regular exchanges of short massages or something
i hope i can keep the courage of just believing them and leave them

it is my bad habit that the more love i have towards a person, the worse i try to make sure
if the person is really at my side all the time just to remove my fear
and a bad habit is something really hard to correct
i hope i can learn how to behave as months and years pass by