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i choose to stay alone when i felt strong negative feelings such as anger,sadness and fear
because sometimes those feelings emerge under unstable or biased conition in my mind
in the office i took a walk to the factory nearby or just have a cup of tea
somewhere out of my desk
when out of duty i often go out for a walk, listening to music

it may be because i dont like to get aggressive or may be bacause
i want to analyze and stablize myself as soon as possible
maybe i just like myself with stable condition all the time,
knowing it is almost impossible to be like that

after i got to know him, i really walked quite a distance
it took the distance to try to understand his behabiour
for a while i stopped walking but i have restarted it recently
at that time it was just groundless
i hope this time is the same

まぁ多分、一緒やと思うのですが。同じ内容でもアウトプットしないと落ちつかない。
ええ加減うっとうしい子なので周囲と出かける時はあまり恋バナしないようにしてる。